It Is What It Is.

Okay, so lets start from the beginning. This all started last year when I started college. Let's paint a little picture here. 18 year old girl going into college in the big city. Never had a real first kiss or a boyfriend. I was a bit of a loner in school, I had friends sure but I much preferred sitting at home listening to music and watching YouTube videos than going out. My friends in school, the 3 that I had that I could trust and felt they just got my silliness were amazing, but my best friends I've gained in college are by far the most amazing group of people in the world. We are on the same page on everything, well mostly everything.

I'm not going to tell you my name or any personal details like that. I think it's better that way. I feel I can vent and hold no barriers then. I woke up this morning after an incredible week in my life but with a major downer in it and just asked myself 'I wonder if anyone else understands or can give me advice on what's going on?' Sure I can talk to my friends but when you've been asking your friends for advice or venting to them on pretty much same subject....or maybe a certain person......for basically the whole college year I feel they can become a bit tired of your crap. And they can also be a little biased and take your side sometimes. 

I want this to be a place where I can tell you what's going on in my life without you actually being in my life. I'm not a perfect student when it comes to writing and paragraphs and commas so please forgive me if my posts aren't up to an A1 leaving cert standard. If you have any thoughts or advice on anything I put up here please leave them in the comments. God knows I need all the advice and insight I can get on the craziness of my life......

Anyway the next post is going to be 'The Beginning' of how my life definitely basically changed (for good or bad...I still don't know) and I wasn't treated as just a clueless fresher who was new to city life, actually not new to city life....New to actually having a life and being somewhat popular dare I say? 

Hopefully you'll stay along for the ride and we can have some fun with this.

Full disclosure - Everything written here is completely true, this is not a work of fiction. I will try and be as unbiased as possible but please feel free to call me out on my shit if you think I was in the wrong at any point in these posts, because lord god I know I was in the wrong a lot of times along the way.

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